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It rained today.
The whole of today.
I in turn, slept through most of today.
GOD, I LOVE YOUR RAINY DAYS.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
and I still haven't found what I'm looking for
12pm Thursday and I see a large spider crawling up the shutters.
I am procrastinating in all absolution, partly because I'm just like that, and partly because I don't feel any push to work.
The semester's coming to an end! All final assignments will be done with by next Tuesday. And then what happens next?
Photography :DD
A part of me - okay, more like almost all of me wants to move on to the next semester as quickly as possible - but a part of me also says hey, slow down, are you sure you want to move on with this. Sure sure for sure. Sure sure you want to continue this course and everything in it?
Ehh, I tak tau lah.
I've been doing some comparisons. SAM students are currently sitting for their finals and tearing their hair out over Math and such, and I tried to picture myself doing so. I couldn't. Augh there is no way I could go back to textbook learning, to numbers and f(x) and chemical equations which I cannot seem to write anymore. Yet at the same time, looking at my current assignments and the way I handle my deadlines, I'm not entirely sure this is what I'm cut out for.
Maybe I'm just too lazy.
Okla that part is 99.999999% true.
Buuut, a little nagging voice in my head (among other nagging voices - maybe I'm schizophrenic! TEH HORROR) tells me I could be doing other things, I might be doing other things, I might like other things more than this, I might be doing something else and find that I love it so much I don't want to do anything else for a long long time and that's what I want because honest to God I don't quite feel that way about DESIGN and what I've been doing the past 3 months, or make that, the past 9 months.
I suppose I just haven't discovered what it is that they call passion.
Or maybe I have. Actually, I probably have, in bits and pieces, and probably in areas I don't excel in enough to survive.
I do not want to waste any more money, nor time.
I don't think anyone wants to waste money or time.
(Anyone being people who realise how rapidly things can change.)
Sunday, November 1, 2009
I SEE THE ENEMY
This is dedicated to Hannah the Soulmate because being in church yesterday and today made me laugh and not think so much about all the work that needs to be done and a good part of it must be credited to her;
Quote of the day:
The Carrot Patch (The Soulmate)
Object of the day:
Rolling pencil on the piano in church
...That and flying papers which slid off the church piano bookstand today. You wait lah Soulmate. Your turn to play next week while I stand by and laugh :D
It seems that eating peanuts in church brings the lols. We shall see how it goes next Sunday :D
Labels: de-stressing, random
Sunday, October 25, 2009
What kind of English Assignment requires designing calling cards?
I want Cottage Fries now.
In the past four hours, I've eaten fish and chips, a chocolate doughnut, a Danish mushroom chicken pastry, a couple of Chipsmore cookies, three blueberry tarts, half a muffin and a tiny winy piece of chocolate.
DEAR GOD why lah now got craving.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
oh belated birthday!
I just realised something.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WONG YIH SHAN!
And I am eternally sorry that this is only appearing now when your birthday was over a long time ago but I was scrolling down the page and saw that I posted one for Jen anyway and I must must post one for you too because you all are the ones I hold close to my heart and oh we must make Friday outings with EVERYONE a weekly thing yes no yes?
By the way, I like your piano :DD yayy, another home to terrorize now (first is Shu Lyn's). Muahaha.
Labels: birthdays
Saturday, October 17, 2009
MAMA, OOOO
I figure I should update!
Buuut, I'm too good at procrastinating and falling asleep. I just realised, I haven't even loaded the pictures taken at Darul's Raya open house into my computer - sucha champ I am!
Some of my CLASSMATES are so stressed out over our final assignments and I'm not, but I'm well on my way to being so. I'm getting stressed over the fact that I'm not stressed out. Been totally enjoying my weekend with the gang - or rather, half the gang - eating Lays and Cottage Fries and playing a very very nice piano! and going out with the family, my aunt was in a very good mood today because she didn't have to layan the grandpies. LOL. My grandpies are awesome yo. I suppose the three of them just get tired of each other because they live in the same house. A very understandable situation, I think.
I ate so much today. FAT gila.
I have to say, sometimes I wish I hadn't said "yes" to buying a Clavinova instead of a regular upright piano. I made that rather unobtrusively clear today at lunch with the mother and the aunt while talking about pianos and music, but my mother also made it rather clear that we will not be buying a new piano anytime soon. Bahh.
Sejurus kemudian, my aunt asked if I'm going to continue my violin studies, saying that violin teachers are in demand (rare mah). I said no, several times, because she asked several times. -.-
But who knows, maybe someday I will. Good side income. Woots.
Now I am feeling that familiar stress of not knowing if this is the right thing to do. God I tak tau lah. I'd really like you to give me an answer, but I'm scared to chicken bits about what it could be - what if my calling is to do something totally unrelated, or the answer is to drop all this and go into one of those fields I've always said I would avoid? HMMM.
Okay time to sleep. Church tomorrow and I want to finish my book before I turn in. Goodnight everyone!
Oh, and Happy Birthday to all the September and October babies! :D
Just saying that because I plan to do a birthday post but you know me. Chances of it failing to materialise are unfortunately, rather high.
:D
Friday, September 25, 2009
ARE YOU GONNA EAT THAT?
As promised;
The lemon meringue pie made by Shu Lyn. So good.

A happy birthday to two aweshome people; Jen and Yih Shan! Yay, almost everyone's eighteen now :D

A happy birthday to two aweshome people; Jen and Yih Shan! Yay, almost everyone's eighteen now :D

Aughhh I think they're right when they say Blogger reduces the quality of your images. They look so cacated here. Sorry bbs. Click to enlarge.



We need another sleepover! We didn't even accomplish all the things on S'L's agenda. So much for emo heart-to-heart session. I think we were all super sleepy somehow that night; everyone KO-ed (including me, and I'm usually one of the last to sleep.) after Finding Nemo except for S'L and KM. Tak da stamina wehh.
Oh, well, it was good times still :)
PS. SEA MONKEY STOLE MY MONEY
Thursday, September 24, 2009
IT'S AN ANOMALY. ANOMALIES BUG ME.
I feel like Martha Stewart today!
Not that I'm a fan, mind you. In fact, I can't stand her; it's only my mother that watches her show every day.
But I'm just saying so, because today I was rather domestic: I visited my grampies :P, bought groceries, baked a cake and made dinner. Wuhuu.
The washing up part was so not fun though.
Respect to my mother and all the mothers out there for cooking and cleaning day in day out for bums and sloths like me and you.
I can hear the stray cats yowling in my back alley. The big black one came into my house this morning and totally trashed the place. Ransacked the bin, pooped on the floor and left prints all over the furniture. I don't think there'll be any mercy from my father towards them cats from now on.
Augh I haven't done any college work at all so far this week. A holiday is a holiday, right?
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
roti sardin @ melur is baad
Teaser of things to come!
I really want to put up those sleepover pictures, but I'm getting so sleepy I can't finish editing so goodnight!
OH OH HOUSE PREMIERE WUHUUU
OH OH HOUSE PREMIERE WUHUUU








